Monday, July 2, 2007

you hurt so i'll sing you a song

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Lia suffers in silence. And when she loves she suffers the most. Trying to find freedom in his arms she lets herself go. While her big brown eyes bring sadness to his world in with he can't say no to them. Her hollow screams from within are a loud sound in his head.

-Close your soul my sweet. No one wants to see your ending-, he whispers to her ear, -Some things should remain a mystery.-
-You were my unbroken dream- was Lia's reply.-I'm dying, please-
-You cry- he said.
-I don't have to share your happiness and you don't have to share my sorrow.- she answered in silence.

He holds her hands and takes her to dance. So close to her he can smell Lia's thoughts. She begins to shiver in his arms. She hurts. He cries. They sink together because that was the choice they made. This is the part where they become a we. Experience and thought are not their biggest accomplishments.

Lia wraps herself in loneliness. She is alone in this love. He is her inspiration and her home. She is his hope and dreams. He showers her with ideas that have no ending and plans that will never be fulfilled and she just nods in approval to all his words as the tears fall down her cheeks. And she sleeps in a bed of pins and needles he so humbly built. And he plays the piano till she is safe in her dreams. And she stays under his skin.

In her beautiful black dress she sits on the porch waiting for him to arrive. Today they wed. With her runny makeup Lia gets in the car to start the rest of her life. Everything stops at the moment of the I dos but this is how it's meant to be. A man must find a woman and she and he are to be wed in holy matrimony whether she wants to or not. Lia loses the glow in her eyes as they get back in the car, now husband and wife. And what she expected happens, as the roses fade along with all his ideas and plans, the color of happiness mixes with the color of blood. All of Lia's dreams and stories and lust vanishes for good. Forever is the promise they have made, forever dead in heart and soul.

Lia my sweet don't drown in life when there is so much left to break.

1 comment:

Adriana said...

I already said that I love this everywhere I've read it... And again. I love this!