i have no name

There was something wrong with me. Some said a change is needed. So I think to myself what a wonderful world. And I've always wondered what went on in that mind of yours. Always afraid to ask what happened in there. I can tell you never thought of me. But the rain still pores and life goes on even though we are no longer we. And I still read my books and speak my words. Nothing really changed because you were not my air. And so you only think about yourself. But that's ok because I only think about myself for what they say.

There's still something wrong with me and I'm starting to think that it's me. Scared of my reasoning I wish to hide forever in the eyes of the unknown. Asleep on the bed that sits in the middle of the nowhere that I seek. Turn this into something complex with big words I don't understand. I already ate all the cookies now there's nothing left for me here. I will surrender my every movement to the gray and blue night. I will let nature take it's curse so it can take me away.There I still have a little bet of everyone left in me. So the only thing that's wrong is that there is nothing wrong and I'm making it all up as I go along. Making the floor beneath my feet with each step I take helps explain why I fall so many times. Showing every portion of me to who ever will choose to be my witness. Would you be my witness? Just to know I existed and belonged to the human species at the end of the day. Very odd thing what comfort means to some.

So is there still something wrong with me? Did the final version come out a little crocked? Was I designed to easily bent? Convert myself into a pretty little princess waiting for her prince to save her from all man kind? I refuse to be anything but me so if something is wrong do not blame the maker, blame the toy.




Don't ask about the song... It was wat I was hearing when I posted this ^_^!