Monday, June 4, 2007

NUMB!

numb.................................................................................
because everything can not be perfect, so numb is the only way to be. I don't want to feel anything else but what I feel for you. I'm numbed for everything but you. I'm numb for all of my surroundings. I'm numbed for the wounds I think of making. I'm numb for their lies and control. I'm numb for the voices that hunt me at night. I'm numb for the day light that once bothered my eyes. I'm numb for sorrow and misery. I'm numb for his words and her thoughts. I'm numb to the idea of disappointing. I'm numb to tragedy. I'm numb to forgiveness. I'm numb to hope. I'm numb to hate. I'm numb to personal opinions. I'm numb to thinking. I'm numb to faith. I'm numb to planning. I'm numb to believe. I'm numb to I'm numb for everything but you. I love you and I need you. I'm numb for everything but you.




i had a really crappy day at work but jaimico has kept me together... and addy... i love them both... i'm lucky because of u guys... "without u i'm nothing"... placebo said it best!

2 comments:

Adriana said...

Aww, you so lovely!

It is my job, because of the contract right?, to keep you together. And soon Jaimico will get in that contract to for sure. Nice nice! XD! ;)

Adriana said...

Numb by Darling Violetta

You tie me up and you knock me down
Leave me out in the bitter cold
You eat me whole and you spit me out
I wanna die

You rake my skin with your careless knife
You steal my soul turn it inside out
Take what's left of my dignity
I wanna die

You cut so hard
You cut so deep
The pain's so sharp
I cannot keep it
Worse than pain
There's nothing left to feel

I'm numb
Yeah I'm numb
Numb
Yeah I'm numb
Windows are forever closed, I'll never know what it is to fly
I'm numb

You tie me up and you knock me down
Leave me out in the bitter cold
You eat me whole and you spit me out
I wanna die

You rake my skin with your careless knife
You steal my soul turn it inside out
Take what's left of my dignity
I wanna die... I wanna die

I'm numb
Yeah I'm numb
Numb
Yeah I'm numb
Windows are forever closed, I'll never know what it is to fly
Watching as the promise goes
Knowing there's something there that shines
I'm numb

You cut so hard
You cut so deep
The pain's so sharp
I cannot keep it
Worse than pain
There's nothing left to feel
Worse than pain
There's nothing left
Worse than pain
There's nothing left
To feel

I'm numb
Yeah I'm numb
Numb
Yeah I'm numb
Windows are forever closed, I'll never know what it is to fly
Watching as the promise goes
Knowing there's something there that shines
I'm Numb

Thought you would like it :D