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I went to church on Saturday because my parents make me go. I don't believe in a god or any form of superior entity. I was sitting there and hearing what the pastor was saying. I was giving my own reasoning to his words. By the end of the night I actually felt bad for those people.

Don't get me wrong, it wasn't that i felt superior in anyway. I know u shouldn't feel bad for anyone, i hardly ever do. It's the fact that they are blinded from what's really out there which is nothing. And that's not the worse part, the worse part is that they have created the idea of a horrible and terrifying god in their need for salvation.

The pastor was talking about how god has a plan for when you go out of the right path of justice and his word. In other words he knew this would happen. So i started thinking the obvious, if god knew this would happen then why go threw it all. If, and this is in the hypothetical notion that there is a god in the 1st place, god, according to Christians and the bible, their ultimate book, knows what will happen in your life and what you will do before you are born then why let crocks and psycho killers and "evil" people come to life in the 1st place. We were all made from his image starts to sound freaky. And so if he knew that would happen then he also knew that Eve would eat from the tree and yet he placed the tree there. And so if he knew that making man kind would also lead to his destruction, we do destroy everything in sight, then why make us in the 1st place. A god, that knowing all this, let it all happen just cause he feels lonely and loves it when people praise him and say he rawks.

The idea of such a horrible creature existing and the fact that it brings comfort to some really makes you think there is definitely something wrong with the world.