Numb.................................................................................
Because everything can not be perfect, so numb is the only way to be. I don't want to feel anything else but what I feel for you. I'm numb from everything but you. I'm numb from breathing. I'm numb from bleeding. I'm numb from hurting. I'm numb from apologizing. I'm numb from trying to believe. I'm numb from planning. I'm numb from trying to have faith. I'm numb from thinking. I'm numb from hearing personal opinions. I'm numb from hating. I'm numb from hoping. I'm numb from forgiving. I'm numb from tragedy. I'm numb from disappointing them. I'm numb from hearing his words and knowing her thoughts. I'm numb from all the sorrow and misery. I'm numb from this day light that burns my eyes. I'm numb from those voices that hunt me every night. I'm numb from their lies and control. I'm numb from making myself wounds. I'm numb from all of my surroundings.
Numb.................................................................................
I'm numb for all of my surroundings. I'm numbed for the wounds I think of making. I'm numb for their lies and control. I'm numb for the voices that hunt me at night. I'm numb for the day light that once burnt my eyes. I'm numb for sorrow and misery. I'm numb for his words and her thoughts. I'm numb for the idea of disappointing. I'm numb for tragedy. I'm numb for forgiveness. I'm numb for hope. I'm numb for hate. I'm numb for personal opinions. I'm numb for thoughts. I'm numb for faith. I'm numb for planning. I'm numb for believe. I'm numb for apologies. I'm numb for hurt. I'm numb for bleeding. I'm numb for breathing. I'm numb for everything but you. I don't want to feel anything else but what I feel for you. Numb is the only way to be because everything can not be perfect.
I love you and I need you. I'm numb for everything but you.
Ok so this is what I posted yesterday but yesterday I was mad and upset and a little bet of everything so I just wrote the 1st thing that came to my mind. Today, this, this is much better and it's complete. I take my sweet sweet time to write when I'm really aggravated cause it never comes out right the first few times. Still love addy and jaimico! Plus the fact that I have the hottest and best girlfriend on earth just makes me feel good everyday! Love u cookie monster!!!
oh and the pic.. i toke but jaimico made it look the way it looks!
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Awww, I feel so special... Like eating the paste special.
By the way, the English Dude, I told him that and he said "I'm more of a eating the crayons special". HA! He's cool, he got the jokes and everything. XD!
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