songs in my head 14

ok so i don't.. but i wish i did!

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Feeling Good-Muse

Birds flying high
You know how I feel
Sun in the sky
You know how I feel
Reeds drifting on by
You know how I feel
Its a new dawn it's a new day its a new life
For me
And I'm feeling good

Fish in the sea
You know how I feel
River running free
You know how I feel
Blossom in the trees
You know how I feel
It's a new dawn its a new day it's a new life for me
And I'm feeling good

Dragonflies all out in the sun
You know what I mean, don't you know
Butterflies are all having fun
You know what I mean
Sleep in peace
When the day is done
And this old world is a new world and a bold world for me

Stars when you shine
You know how I feel
Smell of the pine
You know how I feel
Yeah freedom is mine
And you know how I feel
Its a new dawn its a new day its a new life for me
Butterflieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeees

Ooooh, freeier than you..
Ooooh, feeling good..

You hurt so I'll sing You a song

i had already posted this put this is the final edit... after alot of tears and alot of pain i'm gonna let it go...



Hating herself for loving him is her national anthem. She wraps herself in loneliness. She breaks in sin. She cries in spirit. She sings in darkness. She breathes in water. She dies in him. A beautiful beginning for the most tragic of endings. The grave was built when she first said hello. He was kind enough to bring her pain and guilt. He was caring enough to show her sorrow and coldness.

Lia suffers in silence. And when she loves she suffers the most. Trying to find freedom in his arms she lets herself go. While her big brown eyes bring sadness to his world in which he can not deny them. Her hollow screams from within are a loud sound in his head. They are the opposites that attract and explode.

-Close your soul my sweet. No one wants to see your ending-, he whispers to her ear, -Some things should remain a mystery.-
-You were my unbroken dream- was Lia's reply.-I'm dying, please-
-You cry- he said.
-I don't have to share your happiness and you don't have to share my sorrow.-

He holds her hands and takes her to dance. So close to her he can smell Lia's thoughts. She begins to shiver in his arms. She hurts. He cries. They sink together. This is the part where they become a "we" with a passionate and poisonous kiss. Experience and thought are not their biggest accomplishments.

Lia is alone in this love. He is her inspiration and her home. He showers her with ideas that have no ending and plans that will never be fulfilled, as she just nods in approval to all his words while the tears fall down her cheeks. And she sleeps in a bed of pins and needles he so humbly built. And he plays the piano 'til she is safe in her dreams. And so she stays under his skin.

The last words Lia heard before she left were her guardian angel's -"Lia, my sweet, don't drown in life when there is so much left to break."- In her beautiful black dress she sits on the porch waiting for him to arrive. Today they wed. With her runny makeup, Lia gets in the carriage to start the rest of her life. Everything stops at the moment of the "I do"s but this is how it's meant to be. A man must find a woman, and she and he are to be wed in holy matrimony whether she wants to or not. Lia loses the glow in her eyes as they get back, now husband and wife. And what she expected happens, as the roses fade along with all his ideas and plans, the color of happiness mixes with the color of blood. All of Lia's dreams, stories and lust vanish for good. Forever is the promise they have made, forever dead in heart and soul.

Now she has conversations with the night because the day light just won't come. All she asks for is a moment of rest from their torment. To be in his arms and dream. Thinking that mothering would make her a better wife, and since the little romance they had died in the altar, he proposed to have a child, a specimen of their own. She looked at him, -I will never again find a way to make you happy-. He just turned and walked away. She loved him, she needed him more than anything but he killed her with the joys and eternal bliss of marriage. She did everything he wanted to keep him by her side. But Lia was no longer going to be a victim of his needs.

And the truth will set you free, Lia's truth smothered them to death. She lets his weakness be her shelter and she shows his dreams the ugly reality. Lia destroys his hopes and makes his guilt cry in shame. She is the disease that makes his pain gain strength. She is the horror behind his eyes. If he gives her the chance Lia will become the death of him. It hurts to know that her skin is his sin and her thoughts are the nightmares he speaks of. But Lia will kill the child in him and massacre his happiness without a second thought.

Naturally he tries to find a way out. Like in every modern day marriage he looks for redemption. But it was his choice that brought them together. She is a beautiful sadness he had to obtain. Now he tries to throw her back with the dogs to the world of silence. "There is so much left to break", he had so much left to give so she took and broke. "Lia my sweet you have destroyed him and now he has nothing. You have done well my child."-Her guardian angel, her demon, her true self was back and ready to kill the man who took her apart and turned her into a weak human being. From the ashes the Phoenix arises, from the dust she arises. Love is a poison but she has finally found the cure.

songs in my head 13

it's just such an amazing sound and the lyrics are so strong

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Con Nombre De Guerra-Heroes del Silencio

Entra despacio
Que nadie oiga tus pasos
mientras tanto
si los nervios no traicionan
todo irá bien

Y dejemos los besos
para los enamorados
y pensemos en lo nuestro
que por eso te he pagado
aunque esta noche
sea solo mercancia para mi

Dejo en tus manos
lo que hemos acordado
y la lluvia de hace un rato
ahora solo..
necesito descansar
y dejemos que los sueños
se apoderen del deseo
recordemos que en lo nuestro
se me olvidarà un momento
aunque esta noche...
sean solo unos billetes para ti

Pienso en los años
que llevas guerrenado
con nombre por bandera
ahora solo quiero oirlo una vez mas
y dejemos que lo cierto
sea lo que imaginamos
recordemos que lo nuestro...
todavia no ha acabado
aunque por esta noche (por esta noche)
nos podemos despedir

songs in my head 12

It hurts... But I smile...

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Hello-Evanescene

Playground school bell rings again
Rain clouds come to play again
Has no one told you she's not breathing?
Hello, I'm your mind giving you someone to talk to
Hello

If I smile and don't believe
Soon I know I'll wake from this dream
Don't try to fix me I'm not broken
Hello, I'm the lie living for you so you can hide
Don't cry

Suddenly I know I'm not sleeping
Hello, I'm still here
All that's left of yesterday

songs in my head 11

my boyfriend and i broke up last nite... oh well... life's a bitch but i already knew that.

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Vermilion 2-Slipknot

She seemed dressed in all of me
Stretched across my shame
All the torment and the pain
Leaked through and covered me
I'd do anything to have her to myself
Just to have her for myself

Now I don't know what to do
I don't know what to do
When she makes me sad

She is everything to me
The unrequited dream
A song that no one sings
The unattainable
She's a myth that I have to believe in
All I need to make it real is one more reason

I don't know what to do
I don't know what to do
When she makes me sad

But I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me

I catch in my throat
Choke
Torn into pieces
I won't - No
I don't want to be this

But I won't let this build up inside of me
(I won't let this build up inside of me)
I won't let this build up inside of me
(I won't let this build up inside of me)
I won't let this build up inside of me
(I won't let this build up inside of me)
I won't let this build up inside of me
(I won't let this build up inside of me)

Won't let this build up (Build up) inside of me (Inside of me)
Won't let this build up (Build up) inside of me (Inside of me)

She isn't real (I won't let this build up inside of me)
I can't make her real (I won't let this build up inside of me)

She isn't real (I won't let this build up inside of me)
I can't make her real (I won't let this build up inside of me)

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amazing lyrics....

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Cuando la luz oscurece-Rata Blanca

Puedo sentir que lentamente
ella me deja para siempre.
Me dio su amor, me dio su cuerpo,
y amarnos fue nuestro secreto...

Se fue sin prisa, perdió su aliento.

Alguien lloró, y yo también,
y en ese instante se alejó.
Y el sol entró sin comprender,
que en esta fría habitación...
la luz oscurece.

Puedo sentir en mi silencio,
cómo su adiós golpeó en mi pecho.
Y ese dolor trajo recuerdos,
cuando jurábamos lo eterno...

Se fue despacio, dejó una brisa.

Y amaneció, lo se muy bien,
sin ella no hay una razón.
Me dio su amor, y yo también,
y el mundo era de los dos,
nuestro para siempre... solo...

Quisiera hoy, volver el tiempo,
para encontrar aquel invierno.
Y detener aquel momento,
donde fundimos nuestros cuerpos...

Pero es inútil, estás tan lejos.

Y amaneció, lo se muy bien,
sin ella no hay una razón.
Y el sol entró, sin comprender,
en esta fría habitación...
Me dio su amor, y yo también,
y el mundo era de los dos...

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Well this song is our song so of course it's always in my head!

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Seven Days A Week-The sounds

We've been talking on the phone for hours and hours.
You can give me a call whenever you like to.
And if you would fall you know I will catch you.
Yeah I'll stick around, I'll be right beside you.
Whooo ohh ohh..
I'm sure you always knew what you had to do.
And I'm sure you had your reasons you change 'em every season.
Hold on, hold on.
I'm taking a vacation, I'll see you at the station.
Hey, Hey, Hey.

Seven days a week, every minute of the day.
Oh whooo oh oh, Whooo oh oh.
I've been thinking about you and what you've been up to.
Seven days a week, every minute of the day.
Oh whooo oh oh, Whooo oh oh.
Girl you're living in danger you're sleeping with strangers.
No nothing can change us, no nothing can keep us from falling, from falling.

We've been talking on the phone for hours and hours.
You can give me a call whenever you like to.
And if you would fall you know I will catch you.
Yeah I'll stick around, I'll be right beside you.
Whooo ohh ohh..
Girl you're out of your mind, you're my partner in crime.
And I'm sure you had your reasons you change 'em every season.
Hold on, hold on.
I'm taking a vacation, I'll see you at the station.
Hey, Hey, Hey.

Seven days a week, every minute of the day.
Oh Whooo oh oh, Whooo oh oh.
I've been thinking about you and what you've been up to.
Seven days a week, every minute of the day.
Oh Whooo oh oh, Whooo oh oh.
Girl you're living in danger you're sleeping with strangers.
No nothing can change us, no nothing can keep us from falling, from falling.

And I'm sure you had your reasons you change 'em every season.
Just Hold on, yeah hold on.
I'm taking a vacation, I'll see you at the station.
Hey, Hey, Hey.

Seven days a week, every minute of the day.
Oh Whooo oh oh, Whooo oh oh.
I don't wanna change you, I just wanna see you.
Seven days a week, every minute of the day.
Oh Whooo oh oh, Whooo oh oh.
Girl you're living in danger you're sleeping with strangers.
No nothing can change us, no nothing can keep us from falling, from falling.
Oho ho ohooo.

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rite now i'm ahving some problems with my boyfriend and i'm starting to feel this might happen:
I know someday you'll have a beautiful life,
I know you'll be the sun
In somebody else's sky, but why
Why, why can't it be, why can't it be mine...

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Black-Pearl Jam

Hey...oooh...
Sheets of empty canvas, untouched sheets of clay.
were laid spread out before me as her body once did
All five horizons revolved around her soul
As the earth to the sun
Now the air I tasted and breathed
Has taken a turn
Ooh, and all I taught her was everything
Ooh, I know she gave me all that she wore
And now my bitter hands
shade beneath the clouds
Of what was everything?
Oh, the pictures seared all been washed in black,
Tattooed everything...

I take a walk outside
I'm surrounded by some kids at play
I can feel their laughter,
So why do I sear?
and twisted thoughts that spin round my head
I'm spinning, oh, I'm spinning
How quick the sun can, drop away
And now my bitter hands cradle broken glass
Of what was everything
All the pictures have all been washed in black,
Tattooed everything...

All the love gone bad
Turned my world to black
Tattooed all I see, all that I am, all I'll be...yeah...

Uh huh...uh huh...ooh...
I know someday you'll have a beautiful life,
I know you'll be the sun
In somebody else's sky, but why
Why, why can't it be, why can't it be mine...

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addy made me thing about it

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Evil-Interpol

Rosemary, Heaven restores you in life
You're coming with me
Through the ageing, the fearing, the strife

It's the smiling on the package
It's the faces in the sand
It's the thought that moves you upwards
Embracing me with two hands
Right will take you places
Yeah maybe to the beach
When your friends they do come crying
Tell them now your pleasures set upon slow release

Hey wait
Great smile
Sensitive to fate, not denial
(But hey who's on trial?)

It took a lifespan with no cellmate
The long way back
Sandy, why can't we look the other way?

We speaks about travel
Yeah we think about the land
We are smart like all peoples
Feeling real tan
I could take you places
Do you need a new man?
Wipe the pollen from the faces
Make revision to a dream, while you wait in the van

Hey wait
Great smile
Sensitive to fate, not denial
(But hey who's on trial?)

It took a lifespan with no cellmate
To find the long way back
Sandy, why can't we look the other way?
You're weightless; you are exotic
You need something for which to care
Sandy, why can't we look the other way?

Leave some shards under the belly
Lay some grease inside my hand
It's a sentimental jury
And the makings of a good plan
You've come to love me lightly
Yeah you come to hold me tight
Is this motion everlasting
Or do shudders pass in the night?

Rosemary (Oh!)
Heaven restores you in life

I spent a lifespan with no cellmate
A long way back
Sandy, why can't we look the other way?
You're weightless, semi-erotic
You need someone to take you there
Sandy, why can't we look the other way?
Why can't we just play the other game?
Why can't we just look the other way?

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I've been looking for this song like crazy! it's a great song i love it!

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Tracking Treasure Down-Gabriel & Dresden

I know this will be
Something I remember in my head
Something I remember

Sharp words push me back
Hanging on to anything I can
Anything I can

Why do you tell me
Only things I want to hear
Why don'’t you tell me
This could just dissapear

At the same time
You keep tracking treasure down

Cant stop I'’m soaked tonight
Wanna find something I believe
Something I believe
Open up
Take me in
Makes no sense
Help me understand
Help me understand

Why do you tell me
Only things I want to hear
Why dont you tell me
This could just disappear

At the same time
You keep tracking treasure down

You tell me of pirate-ships and fairy-tales
You have me wishing that everything
Was real

At the same time
At the same time
You keep tracking treasure down
At the same time

songs in my head 5

i was looking for another song from muse that i guess i'll post when i find but i love the lyrics in this one

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Time is running out-Muse

I think I'm drowning
Asphyxiated
I want to break the spell
That you've created

You're something beautiful
A contradiction
I wanna play the game
I want the friction

You
Will be the death of me
Yeah, you
Will be the death of me

Bury it
I won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it

But our time is running out
But our time is running out
You can't push it underground
You can't stop it screaming out

I wanted freedom
Bound and restricted
I tried to give you up
But I'm addicted

Now that you know I'm trapped
Sense of elation
You'd never dream of
Breaking this fixation

You
Will squeeze the life out of me

Bury it
I won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it

But our time is running out
But our time is running out
You can't push it underground
You can't stop it screaming out

How did it come to this?

Ooh ooh ooh yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
Ooh ooh ooh yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
Ooh ooh ooh yeah yeah no no nooo

Yeah, you
Will suck the life out of me

Bury it
I won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it

But our time is running out
But our time is running out
You can't push it underground
You can't stop it screaming out

How did it come to this?

Ooh ooh ooh yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
Ooh ooh ooh yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
Ooh ooh ooh yeah yeah no no nooo

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this is the song that made me cry this weekend... to remeber what i had and lost...

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Darkness-Lacrimosa

my heart - my love
one word - and gone
to stay - i will
believe and pray

to see - to feel
to hear - to be and gone
how can i get close to you?
how can i - the foolish one?

beauty can't be seen but only kissed
i have so much love to give
but where are you and how to be reached?

can i talk - can i speak?
and can i lay my head on you?
can i choose and can i say
i love you?

darkness surrounding me
my head hangs low
your arms are far
your breath takes me
besides - i am in love
i'm loving you - but you
so far from me - i'm holding out
your words - your face - your breath
your touch - your heart should cover me
but all you do is watching me
so i dismiss the grace of you
and far beyond the darkness grows
which leads me back to all my roots
the longing and the pain
in darkness and disgrace

beauty can't be seen but only kissed
i have so much love to give
but where are you and how to be reached?

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this is more about my guy and wat i feel... it makes me think of him or he makes me think of the song.. who knows.. i don't.

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Maps-Yeah yeah yeahs

Pack up
I'm straight
I'm not
Oh say say say
Oh say say say
Oh say say say
Oh say say say
Oh say say say


Wait they don't love you like i love you
Wait they don't love you like i love you
Maps...........
Wait they don't love you like i love you


Made off
don't stray
well my kinds your kind i'll stay the same


Pack up
don't stray
oh say say say
oh say say say

Wait they don't love you like i love you
Wait they don't love you like i love you
Maps...........
Wait they don't love you like i love you
Wait they don't love you like i love you
Maps...........
Wait they don't love you like i love you

(repeat chorus)

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i've had a thing for garbage lately

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Cup Of Coffee-Garbage

You told me you don't love me
Over a cup of coffee
And I just have to look away
A million miles between us
Planets crash into dust
I just let it fade away

I'm walking empty streets
Hoping we might meet
I see your car parked on the road
The light on at your window
I know for sure that you're home
But I just have to pass on by

So no, of course we can't be friends
Not while I'm still this obsessed
I guess I always knew the score
This is how our story ends

I smoke your brand of cigarettes
And pray that you might give me a call
I lie around on bed all day just staring at the walls
Hanging round the bars at night, wishing I had never been born
Give myself to anyone who wants to take me home

So no, of course we can't be friends
Not while I still feel like this
I guess I always knew the score
This is where our story ends

You left behind some clothes
My belly summersaults
When I pick them off the floor
My friends all say they're worried
I'm looking far too skinny
I've stoped returning all their calls

And no of course we can't be friends
Not while I'm still this obsessed
I want to ask where I went wrong
But don't say anything at all

It took a cup of coffee
To prove that you don't love me

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i've been hearing this song for days....

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Milk-Garbage

I am milk
I am Red Hot Kitchen
And I am cool
Cool as the deep blue ocean

I am lost
So I am cruel
But I'd be love and sweetness
If I had you

I'm waiting, I'm waiting for you
I'm waiting, I'm waiting for you

I am weak
But I am strong
I can use my tears to
Bring you home

I'm waiting, I'm waiting for you
I'm waiting, I'm waiting for you
I'm waiting, I'm waiting for you

I am milk
I am Red Hot Kitchen
And I am cool
Cool as the deep blue ocean

I'm waiting, I'm waiting for you
I'm waiting, I'm waiting for you
I'm waiting, I'm waiting for you
I'm aching, I'm aching for you

I'm waiting
I'm waiting
I'm waiting
For you

got milk?

I went to church on Saturday because my parents make me go. I don't believe in a god or any form of superior entity. I was sitting there and hearing what the pastor was saying. I was giving my own reasoning to his words. By the end of the night I actually felt bad for those people.

Don't get me wrong, it wasn't that i felt superior in anyway. I know u shouldn't feel bad for anyone, i hardly ever do. It's the fact that they are blinded from what's really out there which is nothing. And that's not the worse part, the worse part is that they have created the idea of a horrible and terrifying god in their need for salvation.

The pastor was talking about how god has a plan for when you go out of the right path of justice and his word. In other words he knew this would happen. So i started thinking the obvious, if god knew this would happen then why go threw it all. If, and this is in the hypothetical notion that there is a god in the 1st place, god, according to Christians and the bible, their ultimate book, knows what will happen in your life and what you will do before you are born then why let crocks and psycho killers and "evil" people come to life in the 1st place. We were all made from his image starts to sound freaky. And so if he knew that would happen then he also knew that Eve would eat from the tree and yet he placed the tree there. And so if he knew that making man kind would also lead to his destruction, we do destroy everything in sight, then why make us in the 1st place. A god, that knowing all this, let it all happen just cause he feels lonely and loves it when people praise him and say he rawks.

The idea of such a horrible creature existing and the fact that it brings comfort to some really makes you think there is definitely something wrong with the world.

you hurt so i'll sing you a song

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Lia suffers in silence. And when she loves she suffers the most. Trying to find freedom in his arms she lets herself go. While her big brown eyes bring sadness to his world in with he can't say no to them. Her hollow screams from within are a loud sound in his head.

-Close your soul my sweet. No one wants to see your ending-, he whispers to her ear, -Some things should remain a mystery.-
-You were my unbroken dream- was Lia's reply.-I'm dying, please-
-You cry- he said.
-I don't have to share your happiness and you don't have to share my sorrow.- she answered in silence.

He holds her hands and takes her to dance. So close to her he can smell Lia's thoughts. She begins to shiver in his arms. She hurts. He cries. They sink together because that was the choice they made. This is the part where they become a we. Experience and thought are not their biggest accomplishments.

Lia wraps herself in loneliness. She is alone in this love. He is her inspiration and her home. She is his hope and dreams. He showers her with ideas that have no ending and plans that will never be fulfilled and she just nods in approval to all his words as the tears fall down her cheeks. And she sleeps in a bed of pins and needles he so humbly built. And he plays the piano till she is safe in her dreams. And she stays under his skin.

In her beautiful black dress she sits on the porch waiting for him to arrive. Today they wed. With her runny makeup Lia gets in the car to start the rest of her life. Everything stops at the moment of the I dos but this is how it's meant to be. A man must find a woman and she and he are to be wed in holy matrimony whether she wants to or not. Lia loses the glow in her eyes as they get back in the car, now husband and wife. And what she expected happens, as the roses fade along with all his ideas and plans, the color of happiness mixes with the color of blood. All of Lia's dreams and stories and lust vanishes for good. Forever is the promise they have made, forever dead in heart and soul.

Lia my sweet don't drown in life when there is so much left to break.