No longer able

For you I would hold my breath. For
you I would give my life. But today is
not the case. I play martyr, I play
victim, I play dead. You played
friendship, you played time, and you
played me. We met, we laughed, we
loved and now we part. I guess we
won’t grow old together and life won’t
be better. I guess I can say good bye to
the idea of you, the only thing you ever
really gave me. Now we cross each
other as strangers, someone I never met
and will never know. Now I don’t know
anymore. The surest thing was never
sure. What felt right was always wrong.
But I guess it’s all over now. I guess I
can’t care about this anymore. I guess
it’s time to move on….