Saturday, October 6, 2007

The Ugliness in Me

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Breaking free from this stolen silence. I sacrifice my only joy to please you. I'm trying to swim in deep waters but can't stop this drowning. An empty kiss that circles my thoughts and doesn't let me breath. You mean everything to me in this the last of all hours. When the moment comes I want to be surrounded by your arms. Because the never ending pain comes from the inside devouring everything as it looks for a way out. The pins and needles in my head move at a rapid and hurtful pace. Just wishing in secret for the end of us is how i pass my days.

This is the daily life i live. This is nothing more then a sad story with the same boy and that same girl you once knew. This is a repetition of the bad time cause the good ones never made it. This is an image of what was once thought but never mattered.This is hands tied, on your knees and begging please. This is human nature at it's finest moment right before the crucifixion. This is pure and vile and straight to the core. This is the sleeping beast ready for disaster. This is pain and misery in love. This is chaos procreating. This is motion and commotion.

Now we pay for some one's sins. Tragic tale of two who never could become that desired one. I stand looking towards the edge where we fell, looking for remains. Remember how I was screaming out loud as we went down? Symphony that was composed for us and us alone. I have been known as wicked and evil but all you see is sweet. We are more then just meant to be which is why we must part ways before it all falls down on us. I want to move with your flow and slowly go towards the exit. I want to be touched under the apple tree but not necessarily by you. Why not just leave it as it is, a beautiful idea that never took place, before the ugly takes it's course.

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