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A life all mine is what I choose... I just want to be me.

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A Life All Mine-Gathering

Razor sharp I cut
The bull from my life
Too blunt your knife
To slay this dreamer

We might be dogs astray
No running line will hold us
So rather kick and kill me
I'll be butchered all the same

No words are spoken
But the world is broken

'Cause I want something
Something all wrong done
A life instead of mere living
Folding crumbling withering oh hell
What difference when working the way

The crown of my work
Is what I shall gain
At the end of my days

Daylight awake to a puppet world
No strings attach to this body of mine
Folding crumbling withering oh well
The punished pushed along the line
All my actions, all my moves
A life all mine to lose

The crown of my work
A life all mine to lose
A life all mine
Is what I choose
At the end of my days

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i give you my everything... to bad all i have is dirt

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Hurt-Nine Inch Nails

I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real
The needle tears a hole
The old familiar sting
I try to kill it all away
But I remember everything

What have I become
My sweetest friend?
Everyone I know
Goes away in the end

You could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt

I wear this crown of shit
Upon my liar's chair
Full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
Beneath the stains of time
The feelings disappear
You are someone else
I am still right here

What have I become
My sweetest friend?
Everyone I know
Goes away in the end
You could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
If I could start again
A million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way.

The Ugliness in Me

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Breaking free from this stolen silence. I sacrifice my only joy to please you. I'm trying to swim in deep waters but can't stop this drowning. An empty kiss that circles my thoughts and doesn't let me breath. You mean everything to me in this the last of all hours. When the moment comes I want to be surrounded by your arms. Because the never ending pain comes from the inside devouring everything as it looks for a way out. The pins and needles in my head move at a rapid and hurtful pace. Just wishing in secret for the end of us is how i pass my days.

This is the daily life i live. This is nothing more then a sad story with the same boy and that same girl you once knew. This is a repetition of the bad time cause the good ones never made it. This is an image of what was once thought but never mattered.This is hands tied, on your knees and begging please. This is human nature at it's finest moment right before the crucifixion. This is pure and vile and straight to the core. This is the sleeping beast ready for disaster. This is pain and misery in love. This is chaos procreating. This is motion and commotion.

Now we pay for some one's sins. Tragic tale of two who never could become that desired one. I stand looking towards the edge where we fell, looking for remains. Remember how I was screaming out loud as we went down? Symphony that was composed for us and us alone. I have been known as wicked and evil but all you see is sweet. We are more then just meant to be which is why we must part ways before it all falls down on us. I want to move with your flow and slowly go towards the exit. I want to be touched under the apple tree but not necessarily by you. Why not just leave it as it is, a beautiful idea that never took place, before the ugly takes it's course.

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So you mean everything to me.... But that doesn't mean anything to you sometimes... So I'll keep this as my story.

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Uno-Muse

This means nothing to me
Cos you are nothing to me
And it means nothing to me
That you blew this away

Cos you could have been number one
If you only found the time
And you could have ruled the whole world
If you'd had the chance

You could have been number one
And you could have ruled the whole world
And we could have had so much fun
But you blew it away

You're still nothing to me
And this is nothing to me
And you don't know what you've done
But I'll give you a clue

You could have been number one
If you'd only had the chance
And you could have ruled the whole world
If you'd had the time

You could have been number one
And you could have ruled the whole world
And we could have had so much fun
But you blew it away

You could have been number one
And you could have ruled the whole world
And we could have had so much fun
But you blew it away