songs in my head 20

this brings me peace

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Love Lost In A Hail Of Gunfire-Bleeding Through

This was a fucking bomb
For a few seconds, this place was Armageddon
There was a firefight

You are the fucking disease
Another day, another memory
But I have fucking failed
I turned another lie into the work of a saint

So where is the cure?
Hundreds of souls
With the look of horror on their face
Now I rise from my knees
I will not live in misery
You won't take me
You won't take me
Now it's me
Now it's me

All that's left is a bitter taste of a life that was once so promising
Rather cut at the wrist than laugh about your mistakes
Sickness still fills the air
Another life that you wish you could fake
Your eyes will cut through me, but it's a risk, that I must fucking take
I must take

So where is the cure?
Hundreds of souls
With the look of horror on their face
Now I rise from my knees
I will not live in misery
You won't take me
You will not destroy me
You cannot destroy me

And I’ll fight you with every ounce of strength I have left
And I’ll seal it with a bullet and a kiss
So look at your fucking horror
Horror
I want to see your face
Show me your true face
I want to see your face
Show me your true face

My heart belongs to you, so save me
My heart belongs to you, so save me, for the sake to give it away
Still beats (Still beats)
Still beats (Still beats)
Still beats inside of me
My heart belongs to you, so save me
And my heart still beats
And my heart still beats
My heart still beats, so save me
My heart still beats

why hello

so i've been working on a few things lately but nothing done yet.. have a bunch of pics of my best girl ever but me and pics rn't good.. my hands shake and the pics come out all moved and stuff... very funny stuff.. i want to get into photography but i'm useless for those things.. i think i'll stick to writing... anyways... today is my short day and i have nothing to do so for the 1st time ever i have decided to post a bunch of pics!!!! yes i am really bored.. and i also made some pics b & w before posting.. i love b & w. hope ya likes ^_^.




me sharing a special moment with my friend mr. coffee



oh hello



i think she looks really cute here





addy "posing" for me



i migth have fired her.. but she wasn't getting paid anyways... like this one thou.



my fav from all the pics of that day ^_^

songs in my head 19

was looking for one thing.. and well.. ran across this cookie XD!

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You Don't Care About Us-Placebo

If it's a bad day, you try to suffocate.
Another memory is scarred
If it's a bad case, then you accelerate,
you're in the getaway... car.

You don't care about us... oh oh.
You don't care about us... oh oh.
You don't care about us... oh oh
You don't care about us.

If it's a bad case, you're on the rampage.
Another memory... scarred.
You're at the wrong place, you're on the back page,
you're in the getaway... car.

You don't care about us... oh oh.
You don't care about us... oh oh.
You don't care about us... oh oh
You don't care about us.

It's your age, It's my rage.
It's your age, It's my rage.

You're too complicated, we should separate it.
You're just confiscating, you're exasperating.
This degeneration, mental masturbation.
Think I'll leave it all behind, save this bleeding heart of mine.

It's a matter of trust.
It's a matter of trust.
It's a matter of trust.
It's a matter of trust.
Because..
You don't care about us...
You don't care about us...
You don't care about us...
You don't care about us.

It's your age, It's my rage.
It's your age, It's my rage.

still waiting for nothing

i wrote this in may but i've been thinking alot about it lately.... i have it in my blog with a song and a pic of addy that i love... still... but i want to take it all back.. or at least i think and feel i do but i know i don't... i wrote this when i sent one of my closest friends straight to helll... i'm submitting it again cause i have nothing else to do i guess... i have been doing alot of thinking lately. i have been giving myself excuses and making up stories in my mind... i've even been reading my horoscope... in need of believing in something... in need of being girly and hurt... and feeling... in need of feeling loved and wanted and great... but it doesn't seem to happen to me... jaimico left yesterday to new york for 3 weeks and all he sent me was a text to my cel saying "bye angie" and that was it. all i got was nothing when i gave everything and lost alot on the way there... he has asked me to wait for him but i don't know if i should... well i do know but i don't want to do wat i should do. i love him... today i was talking to a co-worker about a friend of ours. he calls his wife all these sweet names and is always telling her cute things and stuff... i think it's kinda discusting. i dunno, it's weird to have all those pet names and stuff... so anyways this guy just looked at me and told me "then u've never been in love". but the thing is that that is far from the truth. i have been... and i am rite now... i'm just lost within me so nothing can be done on the matter. and now i'm looking for answers outside... like if i'm gonna find something... and there isn't anything there... i want to keep writing but if i don't post this now i'm not gonna be able to do it later on and i wanna do it today. so i'll add... someday ^_^...


STILL
Heavy breathing… Sobby eyes… Stillness... Quietness…
You are not a friend, you can not be considered an allied.
You that already knows all the deep dark little secrets. You
that I have cried and laughed with. You that I have loved and
hated. You that I have kissed and hurt. I need to scream
because now there is no one left to listen. You are gone and
there is no scheduled return. You are no longer needed and
you have been fired from my life. You that I am indifferent to.
You that I no longer think of. You that I have no feelings for. You
that I am not writing about. You that I will not name. You that I
do not wish for. There is nothing I will do to apologize. I will not
bring you back this time. I will not cry for you anymore. I will not
waste my time on you. No more heavy breathing. Leave behind the
sobby eyes. Good bye to stillness. And so long to quietness.

HAPPY B-DAY LOVE!!!

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so u r 20 now! well we both r! and it's been 6 years (almost 7) since we meant! still remember when we used to fight our asses off... glad we got past that and now i call u bitch in a loving way... u r the best thing that has happened to me in this country and if it wasn't for u i'd probably already jumped. the only good thing that came out of el salvador is u... i love u addy u r the coffee in my milk and the chocolate in my cake! i know that "One day we'll live together And life will be better"!!!!

HAPPY B-DAY LOVE!!!! I LOVE U!!!!

songs in my head 18

I feel like dancing... so lets!

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Dosis Perfecta-Panteon Rococo

Hoy te vas, pero se que volveras
Porque lo que yo te di no lo encontraras jamás
Esas noches, esos dias, cuando tu te retorcias en mis brazos
Cuando veíamos estrellas y tú eras una de ellas
De esas que abrazan la tierra con su luz
Y hoy me llamas y me dices que empacas tu presencia
Que has hecho las maletas, que hoy dices adiós

Y despues de romper el cielo juntos,
Esa forma tan tuya de hacer el amor y estallar al llegar
No, no puedo aceptar que hoy te vayas
Y me dejes un cuarto de mil batallas
cobrarte yo no quiero, no quiero cobrarme
Sólo quiero que tú te quedes aquí, yeh yeh yeh

Hoy mi cuerpo necesita de ti y saber
Que la dosis perfecta esta en tus caderas
En tus besos, tu sonrisa, tu cabello y ese cuerpo que me erizaaaaa
Hoy mi alma sabe que estás bien
Pero tú dime, tú dime quien
Estará para aliviar mi dolor
Si ya no estas tú.

Y despues de romper el cielo juntos,
Esa forma tan tuya de hacer el amor y estallar al llegar
No, no puedo aceptar que hoy te vayas
Y me dejes un cuarto de mil batallas
cobrarte yo no quiero, no quiero cobrarme
Sólo quiero que tú te quedes aquí, yeh yeh yeh

Hoy mi cuerpo necesita de ti y saber
Que la dosis perfecta esta en tus caderas
En tus besos, tu sonrisa, tu cabello y ese cuerpo que me erizaaaaa
Hoy mi alma sabe que estás bien
Pero tú dime, tú dime quien
Estará para aliviar mi dolor
Si ya no estás tú.

Hoy mi cuerpo necesita de ti y saber
Que la dosis perfecta esta en tus caderas
En tus besos, tu sonrisa, tu cabello y ese cuerpo que me erizaaaaa
Hoy mi alma sabe que estás bien
Pero tú dime, tú dime quien
Estará para aliviar mi dolor
Si ya no estás tú.

songs in my head 17

looking for another song i came across this one... i liked the lyrics alot and placebo is great. best part is i wasn't gonna post anything today but this song just hit me...

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Drink you pretty-Placebo

Sick of drugs and dancing feet
Sick of bars where people meet
Smell of crotch and sheets not clean
Hairy men in magazines
Every city looks the same
Running from the threat of rain
Pillow talk that's just for one
Saturday get nothing done

Lie to me
It takes less time
To drink you pretty

Lie to me
It takes less time
To drink you pretty

Human seas of apathy
Nuclear catastrophe
Jumbos crash into the ground
Governments sleep safe and sound
Mornings glisten cold and bright
Organs stolen every night
Can of beans and fast boquet
Double jackpot give away

Lie to me
It takes less time
To drink you pretty

Lie to me
It takes less time
To drink you pretty

Hello pretty
Hello
Hello pretty
Hello
Hello pretty
Hello
Hello pretty

Lie to me
It takes less time
To drink you pretty

Lie to me
It takes less time
To drink you pretty

songs in my head 16

this will be the last song i post for u... u never thought i would love u this much... i never thought u would leave.

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Infinito-Enrique Bunbury

me calaste hondo
y ahora me dueles
si todo lo que nace perece, del mismo modo
un momento se va
y no vuelve a pasar

Y decían: '¡qué bonito!' era vernos pasear
queriéndonos infinito
pensaban: 'siempre será igual'
¿cómo lo permitimos, qué es lo que hicimos tan mal?
¿fue este orgullo desgraciado
que no supimos tragar?
Engáñame un poco al menos
dí que me quieres aún más
que durante todo este tiempo
lo has pasado fatal
que ninguno de esos idiotas te supieron hacer reír
que el único que te importa
es este pobre infeliz

Me calaste hondo
y ahora me dueles
si todo lo que nace perece, del mismo modo
un momento se va
y no vuelve a pasar

Y el día que yo me muera y moriré mucho antes que tú
sólo quiero que una pena
se lloré frente a mi ataúd
que esta herida en mi alma no llegó a cicatrizar
y estará desesperada
hasta que te vea llegar

Me calaste hondo
y ahora me dueles
si todo lo que nace perece, del mismo modo
un momento se va
y no vuelve a pasar
un momento se va
y no vuelve a pasar
un momento se va

songs in my head 15

so he does love me but, rite now, i wish he wouldn't

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I don't love you-My Chemical Romance

Well, when you go
Don't ever think I'll make you try to stay
And maybe when you get back
I'll be off to find another way

And after all this time that you still owe
You're still the good-for-nothing I don't know
So take your gloves and get out
Better get out
While you can

When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you
Like I did
Yesterday"

Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
But baby when they knock you
Down and out
It's where you oughta stay

And after all the blood that you still owe
Another dollar's just another blow
So fix your eyes and get up
Better get up
While you can
Whoa, whooa

When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you
Like I did
Yesterday"

Well come on, come on

When you go
Would you have the guts to say
"I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday"

I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday

I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday