Saturday, September 29, 2007

songs in my head 25

i love this song! i love hellsing!

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Shine-Mr.Big

I never really feel quite right
I don't know why, all I know is there's something wrong
Every time I look at you, you seem so alive

Tell me how do you do it, walk me through it
I'm following every footstep

Baby on your own you take a cautious step
Do you wanna give it up?

But all I want is for you to SHINE
Shine down on me
Shine on this life that's burning out

I say a lot of things sometimes that don't come out right
And I act like I don't know why
I guess a reaction is all I was looking for

You looked through me, you really knew me like no one has EVER looked before

Baby on your own you take a cautious step
Do you wanna give it up?

But all I want is for you to SHINE
Shine down on me
Shine on this life that's burning out

I know, I know, girl you got something

SHINE (shine it on to me)
Shine down on me (I wanna feel it)
Shine on this life that's burning out

Baby on your own you take a cautious step
Do you wanna give it up?

But all I want is for you to SHINE
Shine down on me (just show me something)
Shine on this life that's burning out (you give me something that I never
know)

Shine (it gonna kill me if you give something away)
Shine yeaaah (I wanna know what's going in on your mind)
Shine on this life that's burning out

Wednesday, September 26, 2007

songs in my head 24

estamos solos pero igual

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Sácame de aquí-Enrique Bunbury

Sácame de aquí
No me dejes solo
O todo el mundo está loco
O Dios es sordo

Dicen que si continuas
a algún lugar llegarás
Debe de hacer falta
bastante caminar

No soy mala hierba,
sólo hierba en mal lugar
cabeza de calabaza
en martes de carnaval

Hubo un momento en que pudimos
decir que no, que lo sentimos
nos debimos confundir

Escribiremos nuevas reglas
esta es la primera de ellas
está prohibido prohibir

Sácame de aquí
No me dejes solo
O todo el mundo está loco
O Dios es sordo

Sácame de aquí
No me dejes solo
No entiendo qué nos pasa a todos
hemos perdido la razón

Nos hemos equivocado
teniendo toda la razón
aún podemos ser libres
dentro de una canción

Hubo un momento en que pudimos
decir que no, que lo sentimos
nos debimos confundir

Escribiremos nuevas reglas
esta es la primera de ellas
está prohibido prohibir

Sácame de aquí
No me dejes solo
O todo el mundo está loco
O Dios es sordo

Sácame de aquí
No me dejes solo
No entiendo qué nos pasa a todos
hemos perdido la razón

¡Sácame de aquí!

Friday, September 21, 2007

songs in my head 23

I'll do it on my own

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Muscle Museum-Muse

She had something to confess to,
But you don't have the time so look the other way
You will wait until it's over:
To reveal what you'd never shown her
Too little much too late

Too long tryin' to resist it
You've just gone and missed it
It's escaped your world

Can you see that I have needed
Begging for so much more than you could ever give
I don't want you to adore me
Don't want you to ignore me
When it pleases you yeah
And I'll do it on my own

I have played in every toilet but
You still want to spoil it
To prove I've made a big mistake
Too long tryin' to resist it
You've just gone and missed it
It's escaped your world

Can you see that I have needed
Begging for so much more
Than you could ever give
I don't want you to adore me
Don't want you to ignore me
When it pleases you yeah
I'll do it on my own

I'll do it on my own
And I'll do it all by myself
You will never make it

Tuesday, September 18, 2007

songs in my head 22

i want to cry rite now... but i'm at work and that would not look good.. damn the world for wanting to look good.

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Obstacle 1-Interpol

I wish I could eat the salt off of your lost faded lips
we can cap the old times make playing only logical harm
we can cap the old lines make playing that nothing else will change
well she can read she can read she can read she can read she's bad
she can read she can read she can read she's bad
oh she's bad

but it’s different now
that I’m poor and ageing
I’ll never see this face again
you'll go stabbing yourself in the neck

we could find new ways of living make playing only logical harm
we could top the old times play making that nothing else will change
but she can read she can read she can read she can read she's bad
she can read she can read she can read she's bad
oh she's bad

it's different now that I’m poor and ageing
I’ll never see this place again
you'll go stabbing yourself in the neck
but it's different now that I’m poor and ageing
you'll never see this place again
you'll go stabbing yourself in the neck

it's in the way that she poses
it's in the things that she puts in my hair *
her stories are boring and stuff
she’s always calling my bluff
she puts the she puts the weights into my little heart
and she gets in my room and she takes it apart
she puts the weights into my little heart
I say she puts the weight into my little heart

she passed away *

it’s in the way that she was
heaven is never enough
she puts the weights in my heart
she puts the she puts the weight into my little heart

Friday, September 7, 2007

songs in my head 21

shhhh.....

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Endlessly-Muse

This part of me you'll never know
The only thing I'll never show
Hopelessly, I'll love you endlessly
Hopelessly, I'll give you everything
But I won't give you up
I won't let you down
And I won't leave you falling
If the moment ever comes

It's plain to see it's trying to speak
Cherished dreams forever asleep
Hopelessly, I'll love you endlessly
Hopelessly, I'll give you everything
But I won't give you up
I won't let you down
And I won't leave you falling
If the moment ever comes

Hopelessly, I'll love you endlessly
Hopelessly, I'll give you everything
But I won't give you up
I won't let you down
And I won't leave you falling
But the moment never comes

Saturday, September 1, 2007

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I feel the cold all the way to my bones and no matter how much cloth i cover myself with the cold is still there. The cold comes from me and for me. The cold covers me and keeps me company. The weakness and lack of sleep make me see the demons in me. You are the demon in me...
To open my arms and fly would be too little still. To jump and free myself from life is not enough to carry on. She is everything to me and without her I am nothing. To break from her cycle and be removed from her eyes is my darkest fear. I feel impotent next to her. When she turns to me nothing else exist. Show me compassion, wisdom and creativity. Show me hope, love and happiness. She is perfection in the making. Her porcelain skin is a map of scars the years have granted her. The hair that falls down her back is grace to me. I offer her bruises as wide as her horizons, and cuts as deep as her brown eyes. I offer her sacrifice and pain, my sacrifice and my pain. I give her my heart and she plays catch with it. I give her my thoughts and she flips the channel. She keeps distance but caresses me with her gaze. Her warmth covers this broken soul and sweeps me off my feet. She brings me to this miserable existence and makes me feel. To give into her is tragedy. She is God in flesh and bones. A believe all on her own. I inhale only for her. And I'm not able to find inspiration in solitude. I'm not able to live peacefully in this silence. Sleepless without her by my side. Dreamless in this the darkest of all nights. All I do is wish she'd be near me. She belongs with me. Bleeding out my demons. Crying all my fears. I lost myself at some point of the story. And she brings me that good company misery loves so much....
But you look so blurry and fading out. I'll slave in this life for you, just love me like I love you. Give me what ever part you want, just keep me by your side. Pin me to the wall and keep me still. Hold me down and bring me up with you. Take me to where you reside, where your thoughts begin. Carry me to your eternal freedom, not even this death can keep me from you. Without you nothing is real. Without you is without life. Take me in. Make me yours. I belong to you. Just take me in, just make me yours



something i've been working on lately. i'm finaly trying to go back into my old rutine going to the coffee cup every friday for an hr or so and drinking coffee, eating cake and just having that me time i hate and love so much. i think it's pretty good work... took like a week or two to write it.